11.2.24

happy halloween!!!! im starting to realize halloween is one of my favorite holidays… i start preparing for it only a little bit later than i do christmas. i take my costumes very seriously, so…
last year i was a vampire, and while i typically use liquid latex, i didn’t have any then so i tried my best to work with expired materials and honestly it still turned out alright. this year though.. i finally got new face paint after like 6 years. i then got new latex..!! these were at the beginning of the month and i did need more but i kinda forgot to ask until like 2 days before halloween…. so i ended up with only one vampire fang from last year when all of the stores were sold out. i also didnt have a shirt to ruin… so i ended up using my dress shirt that im supposed to wear each week for school… ewps
the worst part though was that i was actually really sick… i had a slight fever on tuesday and skipped wednesday, but it was halloween…!!! like i just can’t miss halloween… so i ended up going. im still sick now (its a sinus infection), and i still don’t have any antibiotic so im tweaking a bit but whateva but it was kinda disappointing.. my school really did next to nothing for halloween ｡･ﾟ(ﾟ⊃ω⊂ﾟ)ﾟ･｡ they gave out candy at lunch, but there was no costume contest, no special events, nothing… it kinda broke my heart bcs is halloween not that fun any more ? womp womp ..
but i haven’t gone trick or treating in years. and since my bf, who is.. in the process of applying to college went trick or treating, i felt better about going… so i did!!! but idk if my makeup is hard to see, or i am not that good, but i felt kinda embarrassed bcs nobody was talking abt it and giving me looks 😭i didn’t think i looked that old… but here my brother who is 15 and genuinely looks 21 is going for some reason. like he don’t even like candy bruh… anyway. i did enjoy hallwoeen even though it was kinda dissapointing. i wish my friends lived near me and then im sure it would be a lot more excited. but it is okay for now