12.3.24

does anyone else know about questbridge? well, im going to brag.. my boyfriend, the johnnyism got accepted with a full ride to pomona college in california. i really can't believe it... really. he was just accepted yesterday, and it feels like a dream... its amazing, because its something he truly deserves, but im not going to get used to it anytime soon. for context, we are east coasters... its really crazy.
i am so proud of him. the school seems amazing, and my college advisor was very happy for him even though she doesn't know him haha... i think moreso about the fact that someone is going to pomona, because it seems like a great school. its beautiful, its location is lovely, i know he'll make friends. and a part of me is a little bittersweet, because he's going to be even farther away than he is now ;; i know we all go through changes in life. there will be a time next year where i might be doing the same thing... it almost feels like it makes more sense to apply to utokyo because the flight is only 1-2 hours longer... /hj my bad. los angeles is just so far away. it just really shows that life can change so fast ;; become so different so suddenly... i can't say unplanned, but it was his 8th choice. so i guess somewhat unplanned. the rest of the colleges were in the east coast .. i've never been to california so i don't know what its like. but i know it won't snow... heart broken... idk, i just want him to be okay... i want to him to experience happiness and be truly happy about where he's living and what he's doing in his life for once. he is the hardest worker i have ever known and the strongest soldier, so i know that he can conquer anything that comes his way... i say that like college is the problem. i moreso mean the change..
anyway, that won't be until another 8 months or so, so hopefully i can help him move in... anyway. im super excited for him, i love him so much... if anyone has any times on california let me know i guess... >.< im excited for the next part in life but really a little scared for the future ..