2.4.25

im back here again.. sometimes it’s really nice for me to air out what i did the last week or two in a blog here, but i don’t know if anyone actually reads them! that’s okay thoug (٭°̧̧̧꒳°̧̧̧٭) the last week of january was definitely a week for me… i had 4 assignments due on friday and they were all long term projects. its been awhile since i locked in so hard, and i was actually proud of myself bcs i feel like i have … lost my academic integrity a bit this year anyway… that meant the weekend i just fucked around. i used to play on this public minecraft server with my bf allllll time, but it fell under new management and shut down! it just opened back up on sunday and i spent… a good amount of time on it. now, the problem is, i have literally started dreaming about minecraft. my urge to play is so strong i have to wrestle it away from all of the other things i have to do in my life…
our home currently is a sky island cherry forest biome… but the difficulty is on hard. pray for me because i have lost about 3 stacks of diamonds at this point 😭 this is emotionally damaging… but i have to convince myself to do my work!!! i haven’t started studying for my AP exams yet (human geo and comp gov) and i just signed up for the may 4th SAT. safe to say i kind of feel like a mess… i love minecraft so much, and i want to build my land before someone tries to take it… but i have to work!!!!!! i have a 4.10.. will i be okay.
anyway, the second light in my life is my fish. he still doesn’t have a name.. i got him about 3 weeks ago (jan. 18th) as well as 3 shrimp (1 died as of now).. i actually ordered 5 but only got 3! i still don’t have a reply from the company i bought from. my boyfriend told me to name them dr wilson dr cuddy dr house… 😐 i am not doing that shit. here’s a picture of my baby.. and a bad picture of their tank. sorry ijbol

and thats one of my shrimp… in the beginning they jumped around everywhere, swam, were friends with my fish… now they just hide, and it makes me feel bad for them. i’ve tried all sorts of things like new plants, more food, etc…. im hoping soon i can get more shrimp. anyway, that’s my update for now. i hope february is a little bit more pleasant… goodbye!!!!!