11.5.25

hello sports fans… i am back in the building
i miss my blog and i am so sorry i have not updated. but tbh i feel like one of the main reasons i kind of stopped updating was because aint nobody reading anything i be posting 😭 hey drop me a comment if u read this fr. but nah i just wish i had more neocities neighbors. yall are all very creative and so interesting…
ok so why have i been gone … WELL IVE BEEN LOCKED IN. so far i have submitted 7 college apps and the next two weeks im submitting 2 more plus a study abroad app… i feel a little bit like a mess mentally and schedule-wise but thankfully i can still get dressed and look good in the morning. so far ive turned in SDSU, CSULB, seton hall, hofstra, university of southern california, northeastern & columbia. can you tell i desperately want to go to new york city. deciding between california and new york is such a serious debate in my life right now… idk what to do!
other than that i actually went to los angeles a few weeks ago to visit my boyfriend and also did a college fly in program. i was super tired and so out of it and got up at 7am most days but it was so worth it because i had so much fun fr. ill be making a seperate post about that somewhere when i get some more freetime ^.^
also … 💀 unrelated but there’s this event going on near my school and a part of it is like ‘education day’. well my teacher signed us up to run this?? as in i have to canoe kids around all day and teach them, run other educational booths etc… he told us to be at campus at 7am which i told him sorry no dont play games with me lmfao 😭no! and even then… he didnt ask if we actually wanted to do it. like i dont really know how to canoe… and im not gonna be fast… i have heart problems fr like 😭its just killing meee like this is so poorly planned and ik somebody gonna be mad at me. but yall didnt ask, didnt inquire, yall dont even have a proper plan for the day…. im fried
anyway… i miss updating my blog and i hope all is well v_v BYE FOR NOW