9.14.25

good evening one and all. the past 3 weeks of my life have been decades long on everything. on everything.
but... first of all, thank you all so much. my site is ONE YEAR OLD as a few days ago!!! it took me so long to notice that even... i am so greatful for everyone who follows me... my dearest neocities oomfs... love yall. id like to make a research entry on like my website stats for the first year if/when i can remember. neocities is such a joyous part of my life. its in my college application. its in my coding experience. i enjoy it so so much heehee anyway.. what have i done in the last 3-4 weeks?

#1: went on vacation

the last week before school i went on vacation again! i went to new jersey back in july and this time i went to OBX. ive never been there before and i didnt really plan on it because.. OBX is like where everyone i know goes on vacation and i see it like white people heaven a little bit. like not to kill the mood... but the gentrification i saw in that area was actually something that belongs in textbooks. just ESPECIALLY the class disparity between the town 20 mins away from there... it was really shocking tbh. i also found out that everyone there is REALLY FUCKING MEAN. like... i know im a grown boy but i almost cried bcs this old man ran me off the road on his bike and starting yelling at me bruh 😭😭 and many many other things... anyway i DID enjoy my vacation i digress. i had some amazing food and spent timeo n the beach which is something i haven't done in so long and i did enjoy it. ill have to make a seperate blog post about it

#2: i got a bird

well. what is there to say. this is my creature.



my little baby... he is my baby. his name is blu. i didnt name him. he's a foster... he is the funniest cutest thing on earth. i love him sooo much... as a parrotlet, he is incredibly sassy. their breed is known for their huge attitude and voice...he is very much that. he knows multiple tricks (he can play fetch), he can dance, etc. but his only bad habit is that he is a biter. he bites my hands a LOT .. like super hard. its been a process trying to teach him not to do this! hes my sweetie pie and i cant do a lot of things with him because of this habit which sucks. hes bit my mom and that kinda ruined their relationship lol. i do hope i can work on him with this... BUT I LOVE HIM i love him. idk me and my exotic pets bro.

#3: school started

yes... i am already DONE TF. i am literally taking evey honors course my school offers🤬 and we dont even have aps!!!! the devil lives in high school class expectations (sorry). so yeah i am starting college applications and my first is actually due on september 30th... so that's really terrifying to be honest. its for questbridge and i really dont think im going to get in and thats okay. i dont necessarily fit the criteria. but regardless... financial times are hard for my mom anyway. ALONGSIDE THAT... YOUNGARTS APPLICATION! this is where i get nervous. because holy fuck. making art is so hard for me nowadays and what do you mean you want 8 pieces and youre only gfiving me 2 months to o it and the stakes are literally through the roof. so yeah my application is due october 8th... yall wish me luck now WISH ME LUCK. im sure ill hopefully upload that portfolio to this site... :3 but no seriously if ur reading this wish me luck or ima cry. heh

#4: i quit my job

yep.. i know i never even made a post or anything about me getting a job here #embarassing... but i worked at wendys since july 2025 and today (september 14th) was my last day... very sad. and to anyone, i would highly reccomend working at wendys.. i LOVE my job and tbh im really sad i had leave. but im so fucking busy i simply CANNOT be making yall burgers. but yeah so basically i mainly just assemble the sandwiches and also work the drive thru window! and i will say... im 10x more tired when i make sandwiches. i love the drive thru. but yeah today, on my last day... the power went out for the ENTIRE STOREEE IJBOL oh my god ive never seen anything like it before. it was actually kinda scary... since we had to lock all the doors and it sounded like a fire alarm going off with all the beeping. i feel bad for my manager who had to come in... but yeah i mean we just kinda sat outside for awhile and my coworkers sat and smoked. so for my last day getting paid for doing nothing for like almost 3 hours was really nice. but i love and will miss my job. im sure i should also make a journal post about wendys moments.. haha

anyway yall.. that is my life right now. im getting my ass beat by school while trying to paint, while taking care of my fishies, while taking care of my parrot, while making my own lunch each night, while applying to college. so i love yall and wish i could update more but PRAY FOR MY ASS. alright have a nice fall